I would suggest that you grit through and try to graduate as quickly and painlessly as possible. If you need to, take easy courses and use the extra time to do the self-learning that you actually enjoy.
When you graduate, then you can take up a job which encourages self-learning. However, if you don't like the concept of structured work altogether then doing a job might also be hard. In that case, there really isn't any solution. Maybe join a kibbutz.
When you graduate, then you can take up a job which encourages self-learning. However, if you don't like the concept of structured work altogether then doing a job might also be hard. In that case, there really isn't any solution. Maybe join a kibbutz.