From someone who's felt that way before, I strongly recommend going searching for meaning or joy instead, or inventing your own meaning or joy if you can't find anybody else's idea that does it for you.

Not saying it'll be easy, or even promising it'll work.

I'm just saying I'm glad I gave it a shot. 10/10 would recommend. YMMV.

It's not a pill, but a "capsule" in the "Japanese Capsule Hotel" sense.

I feel you. I'm the same, honestly.

That's probably the biggest danger of these "safe", "easy" suicide methods - some people just don't commit suicide because they are too scared of a cruel death, not because they are attached to life. Stuff like this will lower the probability of such a cruel death, making suicide less scary, raising the probability of pulling though with it. Not an easy topic.

But I really hope you can find something in life before you do it, so you don't have to do it ^^'

You should take a minute to skim the article.

Sorry to hear that you don't enjoy life. I was in the same place for a long time. I would recommend seeking professional help. Not therapy, but just plain antidepressants without some condescending therapy. At least try out what it feels like being happy.

That being said, I am not going to be the one to say that suicide is never an option.

It's a box full of nitrogen. You can build a less polished version from a home improvement store for a few bucks.

Maybe you will enjoy the build process so much that you won't pull the trigger.

I'm sure there's plenty on there that can kill you already. But before you go maybe try a vacation in Thailand or something.

If you click the link you'll see a picture of it. It's not a pill, it's a giant capsule you step into.

Also, I don't know you, but I'm confident that dying is the wrong solution to whatever problems you're having.

Consider: When you share a profoundly personal feeling, and a stranger openly states "I know nothing about you or your situation, but you're wrong".