Hi, I need advice about my career direction. I'm going to be very honest about everything, i feel i'm my own enemy here & pretty lost, but i'm sure of one thing that i love learning.."sorry for the essay"
I'm college senior, live in NYC.
For last 4.5 years I've been learning web development. (11th grade upto now). I taught myself photoshop, illustrator, html/css3(by heart), javascript, jquery, less, bootstrap, underscorejs, phonegap, chrome extensions, git, some linux, gruntjs & concepts...encryption, security, caching, scaling.
I'm learning nodejs/express/mongoose & apis
I've made few extensions for chrome but never published them. ( 1. take urls of all tabs open & send them to a mailing list, 2. timer that reminds me to get up & exercise after 20 minutes, 3. list of pre written messages that U can email).
Yesterday i started & finished email scrapper for gmail. my brother, a seller on ebay, wanted to personally send email to all his buyers in one go.
Using nodejs i made a scrapper that reads all emails, save body in string, extract emails into an array & make .csv file.
But never did paid work. in ads i see salaries from 30k to 190K for experience 2 to 5 years. Where do i fit?
I don't have portfolio, or contributed to open source, or go to meetups, or resume with dev experience or much experience of anything.
why not? i don't know. I've searched for role model/mentor but no, i can't even do that. My most projects don't get completed because only one thing which i couldn't figure out, & could be explained to me by 9 min in person help.
But I want to be self supporting adult and get tangible experience.
I've seen comments here like "i was intern in college & making $xx/hr" or "people just know syntax make more than this".
perhaps share Ur story how U got the job. What i fear is that i get stuck with bad small company that barely cares about its website & pay accordingly. I need to know what to do to get that 80k job.
Always remember, no matter how good you think you are, there are other people out there that are better than you. You've had 4.5 yrs of self taught experience? When I was your age I've already had over 10. It was never above me to take that $50k job or that sketchy Craigslist posting that netted me just $500 for weeks of work.