> I know that I have no chance in real computer science department.
Don't say/believe that and limit yourself. You just need to find the right books and slowly educate yourself (never mind what others say). I have spent a lot of time collecting and reading books much of which i still don't "grok fully" but what i do understand is intellectually very stimulating and gives me an edge over the competition (when needed in the industry).
Life can be much broader once you discover one simple fact. And that is, everything around you that you call life was made up by people no smarter than you (Steve Jobs) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYfNvmF0Bqw
What one man can invent, another can discover. - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (via Sherlock Holmes).
There is no prison as strong and unbreakable as the mental prison you choose to build and stay in - Me :-)
Don't say/believe that and limit yourself. You just need to find the right books and slowly educate yourself (never mind what others say). I have spent a lot of time collecting and reading books much of which i still don't "grok fully" but what i do understand is intellectually very stimulating and gives me an edge over the competition (when needed in the industry).