Yes! There are no serious moves. Nothing in life is really serious, not even death.
But I feel like I need to reach some impossible state of ego integrity or ego death or something to actually live by that line of thinking.
So instead, I'm moved by fear and contrived seriousness. I want to be successful, or at least successful enough that one day I can spend my 80s seriously and nostalgically navel-gazing to bewildered viewers outside of my social reality, convinced that I am extremely special. [0]
But I feel like I need to reach some impossible state of ego integrity or ego death or something to actually live by that line of thinking.
So instead, I'm moved by fear and contrived seriousness. I want to be successful, or at least successful enough that one day I can spend my 80s seriously and nostalgically navel-gazing to bewildered viewers outside of my social reality, convinced that I am extremely special. [0]
:3
0: https://youtu.be/mmfjM-SGlGs