Before doing so, I closed myself off from all manner of emotion, creativity, and honesty. I tried to be invisible. I closed myself off from people. I lived in my own mind. Being closeted led me to compensate by leading a double life that hurt a lot of people.
But now it's different. I am now doing my best work, I am exploring new things to try and learn, and I have many wonderful relationships that makes me happy to be alive. For the first time, I really feel like I'm living life.
I first discovered Borges in high school. We read "The Book of Sand" from a textbook. I've been wrapped up in the mysticism of the scenarios of his writing ever since. Years later, I visited his home city, Buenos Aires, and felt a bit of the magic he had written about.
Instagram's api has always been locked down pretty tightly, not having near the use of 3rd party Twitter apps. This may not have that big of an impact.
i dunno, i found that kind of special functions which are actually language constructs like list(), isset(), etc always ugly. Ok, some more syntax sugar to let these things not look like normal functions is of course an improvement, but i wish they would do some more radical changes to the language. Why not add multiple return values like in golang to achieve that syntax? Isn't exactly that list() should emulate in some way? Than deprecate that list() crap and throw it away in 7.2. But instead they will keep that list "function" forever along that new bracket syntax because they are afraid some code from the 90s would break. On the other hand they don't stop adding minor complete irrelevant changes that break existing code from yesterday.
Before doing so, I closed myself off from all manner of emotion, creativity, and honesty. I tried to be invisible. I closed myself off from people. I lived in my own mind. Being closeted led me to compensate by leading a double life that hurt a lot of people.
But now it's different. I am now doing my best work, I am exploring new things to try and learn, and I have many wonderful relationships that makes me happy to be alive. For the first time, I really feel like I'm living life.