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Wow, thank you all for your responses so far. I find it interesting that they have all been independent, non-replies, for what it's worth.

I think the best way to sum up how I feel about it all is that I feel like I'm being forced to get a degree and put aside my passions, and then now I'm failing the degree part. So I'm being forced to do something that I don't want to do and I am not doing well at it. That is a horribly demoralizing situation and makes it really hard for me to put any resources towards fixing it because it keeps leaving a bad taste in my mouth.

A few of you have recommended part time, which is probably my biggest option if I didn't get booted in the coming semester. Thank you for that suggestion.

In regards to whether or not I really want to start a company instead of get a degree, I do have to say that I have had this mentality since middle school. I never said I wanted a job working for someone else, I always questioned other people about why they don't want to create and start their own thing. I have just had a different view on my professional goals for a long time.

Of course, everyone thinks their business is going to strike it rich, and I'm not any different. But I'm confident that if it does succeed, the need for the degree I'm getting will be exactly 0. That's disheartening, as I know that all of these hours I've spent could have gone to working on what I truly want to do.

I've been stubbornly opposed to college for so long. And with being depressed for so long, it was hard to think starting a company was even close to realistic. But now I'm on the ups and feeling much better and working really hard, so it's just leaving me questioning why I go to school when I do. I'm quiet at school when I do go, I'm not taking any business or cs classes, and I haven't done networking in any way whatsoever, so I haven't really pulled much out of attending the University than a few bad report cards.

My plan for now is to see how I did this semester and just keep working on my startup, hopefully getting enough traction to make it a more realistic option for my time.




I'll break the trend of nonreplies, since this has fallen off the front page and it may be easier to see it here...

I was a lot like you in school. Figured in high school that I really wanted to be a software entrepreneur, went to college mostly to satisfy family obligations, majored in physics because I thought maybe I could be a famous physicist in my 4 years (hah), hated it. I flunked two courses in my major, nearly dropped out both times, and of course was on academic probation for a good portion of the time. The last time was with one semester left, and was rather tricky because I suddenly needed two physics courses to graduate and they were never offered in the same semester.

I did end up finishing, with a CS degree. It was much like the guy with the Ph.D said: I figured that if I had a business, there would definitely be times when I had to do things that were boring and not directly applicable to what I really wanted to be doing. If I looked at that last semester as practice for my business, it wasn't pointless anymore.

One other observation: if you want to succeed in business, you need a healthy respect for randomness. I remember, when I graduated, I had this big plan for my life. I was going to work for someone else's startup for a couple years to learn the ropes. Then I'd quit and start my own. We'd build something cool that lots of people wanted, then get bought out by Google where I'd have tons of fun playing with their massive data stores.

Life doesn't follow plans.

Or rather - you can follow plans, but there's no guarantee that life will follow along. I did end up working for someone else's startup for two years. Then I started my own company, right on schedule. But we got stuck on the "build something cool that lots of people want". And of course that blocked off the "Get bought by Google" part.

So when I had the chance to join Google as an employee, much less wealthy and less accomplished than I'd hoped, I took it. Because I realized that adding that extra "by Google" clause to "get bought" drastically reduced the chances of getting bought, and adding the "get bought" clause drastically reduced my chances of building something cool that lots of people want. In general, the fewer conditions you attach to your goals, the more likely they are to come true.

I think a lot of people make the mistake of cutting off potentially promising avenues far too early. Real life success is never this linear path where everything works out. It's more like a pinball game where you bounce around from bumper to bumper, sometimes falling back but hopefully moving forwards (and you need a lot of balls to win!) Things like getting a degree or investigating big companies to work for may seem terribly boring, but they can open up doors that may be really interesting once you look through them. It's better to look first and then shut the door.




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